This is self love to me. This discovering who I am and BEING that ... Self love.
So I'm actually seeing now that motherhood has been and is an incredible gift in so many ways. The perfect gift, sometimes wrapped in really ugly paper, but lovely and amazing on the inside when you turn it around and look at it from a new angle.
THAT is was I experienced. As I breathed and allowed my body to be swallowed up in this radiant light, I understood that it wasn't overtaking me, it WAS (and IS) me. ** I am this energy. I am this vibrating white heat. I am the light of a thousand suns. This power, this light, this brilliance, this potent dynamic energy not only lies within me, IT IS ME!
My five year old asked me yesterday what is inside our bodies. "A ghost?" And I didn't necessarily have a definitive answer for him ... One that he'd understand, and that is "truth."
Just a little piece of rhyming inspiration.
I am here. I am open. I am breathing in the moment and ready to exhale what comes into this space.
This appreciation is LIFE. It is the energy that creates the expansion that brings more of your desires and dreams and hopes to your view.
For a few minutes I actually allowed that stupid word to make me feel less than, unimportant, not worthy, and invisible. Again.
YOU are the agent, the instrument, the means that expresses this unique spark of the one source of which we are all a part of.
I sometimes imagine standing at the threshold of a vast field of space. Stretching out before me is infinite possibility.
Here's what I've learned through it though: What's MOST important, is to truly see MYSELF.
When we each come into greater peace, it affects ALL of us. We're connected. We're ONE energy ... each of us is significant and can make a difference.